Someday we share anything...........

  The other day we share nothing...........

  Now A gonna leave, though I still XXX, I ......................

I thought everything goes well this time, but actually I am wrong or I just kept me away from what exists indeed.

I really wonder when can I free myself from it completely.

I have been having no choice for such a long time or I just have to worry for it since...

I just wanna find a peaceful place and...

But...

What I can do only is just to hope...

Once I thought that I wll change but appearantly only. Now my mind is changing......

I try to shrug off anything which makes me upset and down. Heart hurts actually sometimes and it is impossible for me to shrug it off as usual.

I intend to hurt nobody around me especially my good friends. But when I want to share some what with them, what only to find is sadness.

I begin to doubt if I am a "fit"......

Maybe change is a way I should take on now...